the GazettE – Silly God Disco

You guys must’ve seen this 2 times already hmm? However, here it is again! I can never get over the fact that it will be such a nice~ song to play in my secondary school. Ah~ the dreamzz and fantazzies~

Download from here and the English lyrics are below.

It is cheesed with power and the morality of which it goes mad
A lot of people became dogs having tied to be chain
Your happy there?

I want to be enjoying the life though it will knock against a high wall hereafter
I’m already dead however I was saved with the rock

I swore it at that time. I will walk life that shines highest
There is no fear. It gets it over though there is a painful day too
Now let’s go. The wing expands and goes to look for freedom and the glory
The world that extends to the place waits surely for you

Shall we dance? Real Cinderella, with the flawed glass martin.

Hey God! Are you ready?

Please, sing “bodies” for me.
I will tell you the top tonight.
Increasing the distortion
Please, echo tonight.
You can do anything to me.
Please throw the sweet Funk’n roll rather than the mad night ‘DO LUCK’

Not that good I know, half the time Ruki’s singing something that’s very incoherent without the aid of the lyrics, but this is a very sexy song nonetheless *laughs*. Doesn’t one feel attracted to Uruha when he does his solo…? BUT Aoi and Kai are still better. Even when Kai gives me that look on his face in the small video part after Uruha’s solo, shaking his head so… Oh, wild Kai~ *faints*

Updated ‘About’ page with my wants and added the ‘Works’ page.

the GazettE – Filth in the Beauty

Note to members of the net who do not like to hear very heavy rock songs, do not venture further and just go see something on my page kthxbai.

A warning first, cos this song is very hard on people who don’t like heavy rock. Why? Play the video and you shall see.

the link to download the song is here. The English lyrics are below. There are variations to the English lyrics, basically due to the great amount of mishearing of Ruki’s English pronunciation, but this one is my favoured version.

The reverse side of beauty
It dyed by beloved filth.

The firefly that sunk into the ocean of glamor
Denial is a lie over a desire
The temperature dyed in contradictions
The reasoning worn on caresses
Dancing and melting into the youth suddenly
Obscenely…

My mind which falls

Your seed and my seed never mixes.
The connection of this blood is eternal.
You cannot finish suppressing the desire.
To true daughter… [Sexual disgrace]

The heartpounding hunger from stopping a sigh
Without comprehending, searching for guren

Closet mind is distorted instability.
please release me before breaking.
How long…
In humiliation
The countless fatal scar was born.

[Sexual disgrace]

Prohibited budd…
Reckless driving memory…
The kin’ collapses…
Near relatives on death…
The smell of a cigarette smell breath&shit
Moment that bitter white jam is mixed
Inside of a brain caused an error
and goes mad by the sweet bug

The tip of your tongue crawling on my neck, and your hands
Your desired facial expression Stain it with guren

Closet mind is distorted instability.
please release me before breaking.
So long…
In humiliation
The final art is your dead face

Dad which fell to the trap

It’s a song about incest relationships, the main reason why I like this song so much despite it’s heavy tune. I dislike incest, especially those mixed with yaoi in it. So when Kai told me of this song’s meaning and I checked it myself, off it went into my favourites.

HEAD BANG!!!

XD

the GazettE – Gentle Lie

I… had had enough of seeing Tsukiumi… I swear, I will stop drawing her soon! Hence, here’s just a song to share from the GazettE. I shall be taking out those songs that had been added together with other posts as well into single posts. Here’s Gentle Lie.

The link to the download page: http://www.aimini.net/view/?fid=Sp8773KlYToPME3YdSN0

The lyrics (still providing only the English lyrics and in case you only want the lyrics but not the video with it):

What made it the cause of weakness is surely the result of mutual “beloved”

Let’s see in the cold bed…
Please give me a gentle kiss… Two melt in silk

Love, be loved and get to know the sorrow Mouth-to-mouth sighs
Repetition of manners to try to match each other
No more than only being held and holding – I hope for nothing else
Truth can’t be seen. “Hey look, if you hope”
No… I just want to change the words little by little

Before I desire “beloved” I want to separate these hands

Let’s go in the cold bed…
Please give me a gentle kiss… I know I can’t turn back

Love, be loved and get to know the sorrow Mouth-to-mouth sighs
What the repetition of manners to try to match each other is
Is in the feel of holding and have been held and be able to approve it after having seen the loneliness

Intertwined fingers they may become carried off
Even if I understood the humour in searching for answers
The Sorrow is overflowing The shadows melt

Hurt, be hurt and get to know love Intertwined sighs
What you cannot slip out of is not a lie
Every time you repeat it the heat increases – that gentle lie
Your breath seems to stop

There can even confusion be seen concerning the meaning of to love again
Closing your eyes is your way, huh?
For someone who wipes away loneliness You tremble and drown

The one seperating these hands is “me”

A very much different love song about seperation. A very beautiful tune from the GazettE, which is quite an eye-opener because many people relate Rock songs to lots of screaming. I don’t deny the fact that Ruki and the rest of the band do scream, but to hear him sing a love song is really good to hear at times.

セキレイ – 月海 & Fusion 4

This was so quickly done im surprised! might be because i just recently finished drawing the female musketeer in Le Noir. Anyways, today’s post is a mix of two, one for tsukiumi and another for GE. put them together and you get Tsukiumi – GE style.

Tsukiumi wearing GE's Female Musketeer's Le Noir series armour

Longer View

One request from my client down, one more to go…

To client: want the original picture? just tell me.

Progress on 2nd request picture: Guitars are… a pain in the neck.

セキレイ – 月海 3

A third part of my client’s wife dammit. Aristocratic Tsukiumi!

Aristocratic Tsukiumi

Aristocratic Tsukiumi (Softer version)

 I intended to draw here in a goth loli… ended up giving her a skirt resembling Granado Espada’s Female Elementalist (I had this in mind) instead. Ruffles are still a pain in the neck. Grr.

オトメン – 都塚

This time, Miyakozuka Ryou-chan of Otomen appears on my blog! The theme for her drawing is Christmas, and it just happens that I drew this on a piece of Social Studies worksheet, hence I had to erase her off the paper. And she looked so nice, although I need some more ref cos I drew her on memory.

Christmas

I have to redraw her. She looks too bad.

Quiz 4

The EOY is frying up my brain, so I went blog surfing ad found this! Yes i’m so bored I’m unearthing the quizzes-of-friends-that-make-any-girl-start-giggling-in-hysterics. Yes i am bored *headdesks and resumes typing*

First, think of 20 people in your life:

1. Kai (yeah yeah, the client gets the 1st place and I have no idea why too.)
2. SD
3. jkkh
4. stjh
5. sawa
6. karei
7. kaen
8. winter
9. justice
10. shiki
11. bevvie
12. javan
13. yukino
14. ah poke
15. moster
16. yukiya
17. negi
18. matilda
19. parveen
20. najmah (my classmates do grace here, cos i can’t remember any more cosplayers that i am on talking terms with.)

Now, answer the following questions.

How did you meet #14?

Hmm, 1st impression was on the SRF forums, then first face-to-face meeting was Cosfest VII.

What would you do if you have never met #01?

I would have never overcome the many problems life loves to lob at us. I will have also lost someone to talk to and confess to. I will also have lost someone who can experience the unspoken pain we went through in our lives. Indeed, you are that special.

What if #09 and #20 were fated?

Wow. I don’t think this is ever going to happen, cos they dun even think that the other existed! Very unlikely to happen.

Will #06 and #17 date?

Uhhh. They are friends I think… date… don’t think so too…

Describe #03.

Self-proclaimed big brother of mine, he is a really nice guy. Thoughtful to his friends, he is somehow like our source of entertainment amongst the SRF peeps. lol.

Is #08 attractive?

She is, in her own unique way, which is in this case being very random. (laughs)

Describe #07?

Hmm. I don’t know her that well, maybe to the terms of close acquaintances only. She is a very very hardcore fan of yaoi, that i know, she draws and is able to use photoshop teach me! kidding. charming in her own way.

Do you know of any family members of #12?

No.

What if #18 confesses his/her feelings to you?

No yuri please.

What language does #15 speak?

English and chinese. more, i don’t know.

Who’s going out with #09?

Oh my. only thing i know about his love life is that he is smitten by a certain girl in the list. wait. there is someone he’s going out with. #01.

How old is #16?

19! same as #14 and #15.

When did you last speak to #13?

At the DGM outing to Marina Square earlier this month.

Who is #02’s favourite singer?

She likes to jump about, cos what’s on her mind is the song, not the singer.

Would you ever date with #04?

Hey. No yuri. Plus she already has a stead.

Will you ever date with #17?

*facepalms* Never! we are friends! Not close enough to be lovers!

Is #19 single?

Most likely, yes.

What’s #10’s last name?

No i don’t know. *fails as friend* we’re on talking terms but not that close to ask for her real name.

School of #03?

St. … Margeret’s?

Where does #06 live?

East side, I think.

What is your favourite thing of #05?

Molesting my big sis i mean cracking us up with her acts. it’s enough to kill 2 unfortunate people who were eating with her on the latest outing.

Have you seen #02 naked?

I still want my eyeballs, please.

What is your relationship with #11?

Hmm. friends who are on somewhat good talking terms, though we aren’t on the same wave length on yaoi and BL. still, she and i are in the same year, different school. so what she goes through i do too, in a sense. mm, she has approached me to do Kuroshitsuji’s Sebastien with her and Shiki, but on which year i don’t know. Shouldn’t be too soon i hope.

This is friggin’ random.

Updated about page with a somewhat sort of intro about me? the cosplay and family page are updated too, with new cosplay plans and 3 leveled-up characters.

the GazettE – Kare Uta

the GazettE’s Kare Uta beheld a lot of meaning to me, and of course to my dear one-and-only client. It’s highly personal yes… I only got to know this song when he dedicated it to me. Thank you my client. I don’t ever think I can stop saying thank you to you about this song.

Here are the lyrics, english for the sake of everyone who doesn’t quite understand japanese.

Unable to search for the meaning of my heart’s empty song
When I turned around, there was nothing left
As time passes, the song fades like a flower
A withered song that doesn’t echo

Longing for the past, we grow apart
I knew it would happen, so why does it hurt?
How much does the melody that lingers in my ears echo in my heart?

Nothing has changed since then
I’m facing forward, but it’s strange
You’re gradually growing so distant I can’t reach
I thought we were both lonely
So what am I longing for? I don’t know anymore
Before I realize it, you’ve flown off somewhere
I realize my powerlessness and turn around
And there was my dried-up self

When things are too sad to bear
There’s a song without lies that spills over like tears
When I’m too happy for words
I wish I could sing a song like a smile…

The violent trembling still continues
If I hold my breath and stand still
It’s like back when there was nothing
I don’t want to go back to those cold days

Since I was small I dreamed in dreams
One step at a time
We supported each other, laughing together
We cried and got hurt
Let’s walk together in the same-colored dream

When things were too hard to bear
The weakness you showed supported me; I have faith in you
And I can only say it with clumsy words, but
I want to stay here until my withered voice gives out

When things are too sad to bear
There’s a song without lies that spills over like tears
When I’m too happy for words
I wish I could sing a song like a smile…

I want to stay here until my withered voice gives out

Until my withered voice gives out…

The link to hear and download the song if you’re interested is located here.

To Client: Sing this song with you?

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Rants Part 5

imma be talking crap here. skip if you don’t want to read.

apparently, I got influenced by the jrockers and lolita girls and cosplay matsuri last sunday, causing me to suddenly have the urge to cosplay something very absurd: GE JRock. i asked SD and yukiya their take on it, and the latter happily raised up her hand to join me if I was willing to do it seriously. now, i have to design my own Jrock clothes for the female fighter and maybe for the rest of the crew too? might as well get cracking…

the thing about D? i got addicted to seeing Asagi in their MV Ouka Saki Some ni Keri that I just want to cosplay him. The clothes are a mix of traditional and rock and the hairdo is damn outrageous. it’s so alluring to me~

GazettE’s Ganges ni Akai Bara is too hard for me to sing *sobs*, and Kai’s request… I’m still trying to decide on a song right now, my dear client. I shall hopefully inform you soon on it. Cassis is one, Gentle Lie another, and then there’s Miseinen (touchy song omg!). oh and Guren also, although the intro a bit too low for me to pull through.

I want to revamp my room… it really sucks compared to so many other people’s… I’m like having thoughts of throwing away nearly everything in my room and do it up from scratch, but my dad will probably kill me for being so wasteful on stuff i can still use or reuse, it’s really no use…