Rants part 7

Lately, things have been quite jumbled. Adding on to the load is my exams, in which I think I will know my fate in two days time. I have been on a very turbulent ride, but hopefully this can come to an end soon.

Most of what has been bothering me was something a certain someone mentioned to me. It might pain me, at then, yet time seemed to have somehow become my healer and my counselor to the wound. This is the 3rd week since the mention of that certain something, and I have to say that it doesn’t hurt as much as 2 weeks ago. I thought of too much and allowed my mind to think of anything possible to happen in the future. I may not like what the results are, but mulling over it and dropping into a state of depression or throwing a temper because of it isn’t the best option either. Whatever that happens in the future isn’t for me to control. I have gradually learned to allow nature to take its course, to do things as it sees fit. Whatever that comes, I can only dip my head and acknowledge the coming of it. I was prepared to allow it to come, yet you had to say that to me. Now I am confused of how we have become. I am very much confused.

Please, let us not forget those days. Yet I know that anything that happens now is possible to become a scar between us. Please, let us not forget those days. Please, do not ever hate yourself or anyone. Please.